so very true. plus most of those things, as you just said, you can't say without appearing or sounding bitchy.

i'm confused... so, since i was there i'd love to know what really happened. there was some interesting group dynamics once the official Line of Demarcation was drawn. anyways, (<- is not a word) i've promised myself i would be quasi-productive today; so i'll try that for awhile.

hmmmmm, well, how to reply... some company makes my actions alter from their quasi-perfect intention... as far as the conversation quote you've decided to pick up on, i was referring to a completely different time and place. i am aware that the presence of a certain party creates a tension that demands resolution. being aware of such difficulties, i try my best to diffuse the situation. if that means a sharp decline in the quality of the talk, so be it. i will not sit in the middle of a feud; i'd rather be blissful in thinking that at least someone is making attempts to declare peace. i've been generalized so easily into a perverted typical male that i can assume the role without too much loss of face. as for the conversation, i don't think it was that terrible; just a reminiscence of the past and time to ponder the events that occurred, as well as receive other opinions of events that transpired. i apologize if that jeopardized the feeling of communalism. everyone has moods... i do not understand why the division occurred then, besides practicality of eating. i tried to talk across but i was confronted without confrontation. meaning- i was dismissed. hence, i returned to the same discussion at the table.

i'll just throw my hands up at this point. its done. further exhaustion appears to just agitate whatever little bumps exist.

Perhaps there is no intellectual realm. Perhaps what is considered intellectual is merely novel.