I should make a more conscious effort to blog about what is going on with me instead of waiting for some 'fin' indication where it seems appropriate to sit back, relflect and write thoughts. I think my lack of taking time to process is part of my shaky development.
I've noticed that I've alway had a problem with process. Audrey would always warn me to use the structure of process when working on projects and I not only struggled with spending time on process but I did not value what it did for me. Process was always something I did after I had already created the final piece. I don't have many notes on my final papers, no sketches for my posters, no real beginnings, only final pieces.
I guess that's what's going on with my lack of entries of late. I'm processing internally but until I'm at some kind of final piece I don't know what to write about. Time to start processing actively.