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dream last night.

I dreamt I was back in Farm Street, except the layout of the place looks like the place I grew up in Taipei. I distinctly remember the marble green floors and the wooden shoe rack between the two rooms.

I am showing the place to 2 guys who are thinking of renting the place. One of them is the math grad student I had a crush on soph year, and the other is a short annoying puerto rican guy who would not leave me alone at the Rusty Pipes after party at SAE and turned out to be one of the guests to crash at Farm street. He is being just as annoying in the dream and I lose my temper, something I controlled quite carefully that night. I didn't want to cause a scene or be a "bad host."

At some point I go up a flight of stair to the hidden attic in the house. I've dreamt this scene many times before, in the exact same way, going up to reveal a hidden room. I wonder what it means when you dream of things repeatedly? I've dreamt of this so many times, that I think I've spent time awake wondering what we could do with the space in the attic. Once, I remember dreaming that I moved my room up there. Then another time I found an old card table with comfortable couches and chairs up there.

Scene changes, now I'm in the living room and Betsy and Ceci are there. I give Ceci a hug. But something's off, I feel protective; I have the same feeling when I didn't want to let her go to rehearsal.

I wake up, it's 7 am and I wonder if everyone I know and miss are doing ok.



Pashmina Lalchandani
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